Ideas of Good and Evil

I try my best to be a nice person. Every blessing from you I hold tight. I know I’m healthy and I have a roof over my head, which is more than most can say. But I have to ask you something. Don’t be angry with me for simply asking... I want to be a vampire. This might sound dramatic, but I’ve never wanted anything more in my life. Last week I cut my arm with some scissors and drank my own blood. It tasted good. I don’t want to eat and I don’t want to sleep. I don’t want to go to school. I don’t want to get a job. I just want to be free.