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I wish I didn’t know now what I didn’t know then: I wish I could release what I now know into the prehistory of its being known.
I wish I could be released from the change whereby what I did not know became known.
I wish to modify my previous not knowing as not being able to know.
May the afterlife of what I did not know act as ‘plenipotentiary for the in-itself that does not yet exist.’2
1 Adorno, Theodor W. Aesthetic Theory (trans. Robert Hullot-Kentor) Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 1997, p. 114.
2 Ibid., p. 252. (Plenipotentiary: A person, especially a diplomat, invested with the full power of independent action on behalf of their government, typically in a foreign country.)