Verni Grill
Valentino Skarwan
We all Shapeshift
Another being, another body, another form
A part of
my leaking body
fully ripened
I remember opening my senses,
Wondering about how the coldness stiffens me
returning me to palpable traces
slowly releasing distant memories.
Of being an adornment bouquet for winter graves,
merging with the funeral compost after the season change.
These surroundings envelope me,
I feel it is part of me
A part of
my leaking body
fully ripened
Ripened, torn, exposed
much like the caterpillar's cocoon soup,
i scatter myself
now I feel the warmth of closeness
The air carries a ghostly essence,
echoing a subtle crumble
of sweat,
a sensation, a feeling, a desire for proximity
I scatter myself, forgetting the natural shredding that time brings,
I scatter myself, a body constantly evolving into another form.
We all shapeshift, sponging one another,
sponging one to the other,
sponging one in our existence.
My pores feel heavy and watery,
Don’t you wish for a brief moment to melt into another life?
coursing through river veins
an essence of being held and becoming one in this liminal existence.
coursing through river veins
Water, relentless and restless,
coursing through river veins
refuses to absorb more than one insight at a time.
It slowly releases distant memories,
a soul washed not with water but with a longing for connection.
In the slippery sense of self
How can we expect to find intimacy within ourselves if we keep shapeshifting all the time
In the slippery sense of self
constantly shapeshifting into another being, another body, another form
another being, another body, another form
What does water carry for me?
Desires oscillating between
absorption
and realize,
What does water carry for me?
softening
in response
(What does water carry for me?)
Desires oscillating between
absorption
and realise,
What does water carry for me?
softening
in response
(What does water carry for me?)
Which parts of me
will be
washed away
and which
will endure?
Valentino Skarwan is an artist based in Vienna with a transdisciplinary practice spanning Performance and Installation. They studied fine arts and transmedia art at the University of Applied Arts and have performed own and collaborative performances at various institutions, including Belvedere 21, MUMOK, Tanzquartier, Brut and festivals such as Wienerfestwochen, Impulstanz and Spitfestival.
Skarwan's work delves into the intricate relationships, whether rooted in culture, gender, or the non-human realm, and how these connections can mold our perspectives. Their creative endeavors venture into alternative dimensions of human and nonhuman connection, offering possibilities for reimagining a sense of togetherness that embraces both the familiar and the unfamiliar. Drawing on personal experiences growing up in Guatemala, they interweave cultural codes, memories, and sensations to create a intimate corporeal language.